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Dreams and wishes
Topic Started: Feb 15 2016, 04:39 AM (18,382 Views)
Nadodan
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"What do you mean?" Maigo asked not sure how someone could just stop crying.
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She looked at Magio for a moment, before thinking about how to explain what she meant.

"Magio, I traveled the country of Johto challenging the gyms. I met Yamato, and I met a group of soldiers trying to kill him." she said, "I fought pokemon, warriors, gym leaders, and soldiers."

She added, "and of course I fought Shiro, and I fought those men...."

"When... When I met them..... They fought and attacked me, but I beat them down, as you know. A bandit would be hard pressed to beat me, even two on one." she said, "After beating them down I gave them bandages, and waited to make sure they would wake up. To see if I could help them."

She quietly said, "And they ran off the minute they woke up."

"After that I talked to Shiro, and even though something felt off about the conversation, I believed him." she explained, "and when I left, I ran into those bandits again, they brought their aniki."

"I beat them down again." she explained, "I gave them medicine and money, and left."

"I....." she was trying to explain the point, "I.... Did more than try to help them..... If... If I had let them stay hurt...."

"Maybe... they wouldn't have done what they did." she said.

"I thought about that back when I killed him, that I might of been why he was brought to this point." She said, "Then I gave the finishing blow."

"When I laid there crying, I could vaugely hear you guys over the darkness..... the sounds...." she said, "I thought about everything..... About my own power.... about my weakness..... about my guilt..... about my uselessness...."

"I thought about it...." she said, "and all of the feelings came pouring out."

"But after a certain point......" she said, "At the end...."

"I could feel I hit the bottom." she said, "The end of all those negative... those sad feelings...... i could just feel the dark blackness around me, the feeling of nothingness."

"Before..... I remembered Yamato's words to me." she said, "And.... I could see the light of the battle through the darkness."

Yami stopped for a moment trying to gather the end of the story, "I ripped free of it.... of that darkness around me..."

"And..... I could feel..... I was done." she tried to explain, "I was done crying, there... just wasn't anymore of that sad emotion in me I could let out."

She just finished, "I was done."
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"Oh..." Maigo said staying quiet for a bit processing "That's a little amazing and a little sad, I'm sorry you actually reached that low point, but I think you're wrong you were strong Yami-san and being strong right now. Overcoming that darkness and keeping on like this. It's admirable" he said looking over a her.
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Yami spoke a bit honestly, "I don't .... I don't know if I am."

She said a bit honestly, "I feel.... Jaded."

"I....." she started, "I don't think it's bad you were upset."

She pointed it out, "On a team..... On a team like ours.... surrounded by fighting, endless fighting...."

"The fact you still have your humanity....." she said, "is a good thing, I don't know about roth, but I don't think the same could be said about me or Izaya."
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"I think you've got a right to be" Maigo said to the Jaded remark.

"To be honest...once in awhile when I'm alone...I feel it too/ I'll never give up...doesn't matter if I'm one of the last 2 people on earth I'll still fight for that other person...but sometimes I feel like what I do barely helps...Every death, it hangs on me. Even the ones I couldn't have saved...I know they shouldn't, but still...I feel like I've failed them" he said.

"I guess I hold on, because I have to believe one day, there will be a moment...where everyone is safe, where no one will die. Where I can just sit peaceful, no fighting no struggles, just peace" he said looking at the sky "I know...that sounds a little ambitious,maybe naive but that's what I'd like" he said honestly looking at her

"On your humanity...it's there, I've seen it many times Yami-san, You care more than you know and in your vulnerable moments at least than ones I've been privy too it's shone through in spades. The way you felt about those bandits, speaks a lot about it, many wouldn't have given them the second chance much less the third. You're a good person Yami-san" he said
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Yami listened to Magio, "It's a bit ambitious but it's a good thing."

She said without thought, "Whether or not I am a kind person can be debated."

"Whether or not... The deaths are our faults.... Or if we could do something about it.... " she said, "You've tried. Take solace in that."
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As the two talked the wind started to pick up. A few figures could been seen in sandstorm.
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Maigo nodded "I try..." he said but smiled "Thank you Yami. I suppose starting to doubt myself now wouldn't help anything and even if it is debateable, I personally think you're kind. So how far in do you think that Oasis is?" he said looking at the food the man had given him trying to figure out how long it would last them, but looked up at the figures

"Looks like we're not the only ones out here" he said a bit cautious of the new arrivals.
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Yami nodded in agreement, "It seems to be the case."

She moved her hands to her weapons and pokeballs, As the two approached the figures.
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One of the figure let out a shape cry blasting trying to unsettle Yami.

It was clear now that it was a band of pokemon.

One was a large flying dragon, another was a huge snake, there was also a huge rodent covered in quills, and the last was a large reptile standing on it's hind legs.


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